Tuesday, February 3, 2009
This is going to be a very random blog, but here goes:) I am hating being away from Tim, it is alot harder than I thought it would be and it puts alot of stress on us. I know that no matter how many times I say I cant do this anymore, I am still going to be doing this until the girls dad gives up fighting the move, and it really gets harder every day, I need to be with my husband, he is my best friend, he keeps me calm, he knows how to make me feel better when I am just having a bad day, and most importantly I can sleep when he is here:) I am not getting any sleep at night and it is driving me crazy!!! On the other hand, I feel like I have gotten closer to my girls (it may be just because I am the only one here and they have to like me lol) At times they make me feel like I am going to go insane and at other times they are the only thing that keeps me sane:) they are the light of my life, and being a mom is the most wonderful part of who I am. Of course I like me time and doing things without them, but when it comes down to it their is no one I would rather spend time with than Tim and my girls! I am trying to learn to put everything in Gods hands and let him handle it, I am not doing a good job, but I am trying!